Lyrics

It's killing me inside, I don't wanna feel!
It's eating me alive, I just wanna heal!
I can barely survive, think I need a shield!
I just wanna go hide, wish this wasn't real…

I may not remember the sound of your voice.
I might not remember the way you looked.
But I look at these pictures of us hugging, and I remember the strong woman you were.
Always fighting your own battles all on your own, all alone at home.
Sometimes I wish I was grown when you were suffering.
Sometimes I wish I would've phoned you more often, before you were gone.
If I would've known those moments would be our last, I would've held you so close, and never let go.
But I love you mom, and I know this isn't over.
I hope you appreciate people's condolences.
May your soul rest peacefully, in a bed of roses…

It's killing me inside, I don't wanna feel!
It's eating me alive, I just wanna heal!
I can barely survive, think I need a shield!
I just wanna go hide, wish this wasn't real.

It's killing me inside, I don't wanna feel!
It's eating me alive, I just wanna heal!
I can barely survive, think I need a shield!
I just wanna go hide, wish this wasn't real…