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I'm not suicidal, I'm just tired of life.
If you don't like me, well you can go fly a kite. No-one's stopping you.
Sorry I'm nice.
I try my best to treat those closest to me with the utmost respect.
But after I got a job last year, and lost all my motivation to talk with my friends.
They all moved on, and forgot about me. While I sat at home sad and exhausted. Thanks for reaching out guys, when I needed you most.
(Incase you didn't notice, that was me being sarcastic.)
I fucking hate you all sometimes!
Fuck!
Sorry I don't mean to be so blunt.
I'm so tired these days, I forgot what's right from wrong.
And on-top of that my family never taught me how to control and direct my anger.
So when I get mad, it always goes all over the place.
Sorry I make mistakes.
Sorry I'm human. Sorry I'm imperfect.
Sorry I made you lose respect for me.
Wish I could be the me you people all need me to be.
But I'm only a human being.
And right now, please don't reach out.
I'm too tired to reply, so just leave me alone. You've all proven time and time again that I'm better off without you.
But maybe I'll comeback when the timing feels right.
Goodnight.
I'm going back to bed.
These were my night thoughts…