From the recording isolation
Lyrics
My isolated mind finds peace inside of rhymes.
I, try to include myself in moments so I can shine.
But honestly most of the time, I'd rather decline calls.
Cause my light's been dimmed for so long, I'm afraid to let it shine.
That's why, in a crowded room I'm silent.
Not because I'm shy it's, cause my thoughts are way too violent.
And if I let them all out, the shrine inside of you might cry.
Most nights I cry alone, till my body dries up. Cause I've been told my whole life, that my soul's not divine enough.
I've always felt a divide in society's eyes.
Like some people only love one-sidedly.
That's why I decided I'd leave.
So I could start my own life in peace.
Cause no-one ever sees the tears I cry, like jeez!..
For years the peace inside of me's been dying.
Weeks, past by and I still feel tired, jeez.
Can't get any sleep, I'm treated like a wired car.
Well this car's fuel’s been running on E for awhile.
Yeah ironically, this car's tires are tired G…
People either see me as mechanical, or an animal.
It's damnable, the way nobody seems to give a damn man, they just act a fool.
Go ahead be like the rest, and use me like a tool.
I'll be damned, if the fire in me, sparks something flammable.
That's why I barely start any conversations. These days, I'm too impatient.
I stand in line, holding back all these things, I wanna say it's, crazy.
But at least the sacred place I can escape to’s, too distracting.
Cause otherwise I wouldn't be chasing, my dreams, I'd have never made it.
I would've never raced you, across this pavement.
So I'll just keep my pace, and keep paving this path, so I can say this.
I pray God doesn't dig my grave yet, I'm not ready for saving.
I'm proud of what I've achieved, and I'm not ashamed to say it!
